Sigh!
I have a set of photos of Jamie and I, waiting to be edited, but they were taken with my rapidly dying camera so the quality is god awful (I don't know what the hell happened to that thing, I can't understand it) - every time I look at them I feel defeated and don't even want to deal with them.
I've only been successful at one shoot (the blue and black vamp photos) in my new room and I just feel.. blah. I feel like my self portrait days are over - maybe the lighting's not good enough in that room for my ancient camera, and the wall color (rich blue) will get annoying fast, I don't have much space in there for photos (I have to move either my bookcase or my bed for every shoot), I don't have as much privacy 'cause there are 4 people living here not including me... I'm just getting depressed thinking that one of the main things I enjoy doing might be over. There's always Jake to take photos of me, but you know it's not the same feeling as doing it all myself, I can get the exact angle and crop that I want when I do it.
I just need a damn job so I can get myself a new camera and keep working with this room to hopefully find some setup that works =/
So yeah, sorry for the delay with these pictures. I have 2 other sets to edit after them too -_-;;
Sigh!
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Mood:
Defeated -
Listening to: Myon & Shane54 podcast 15
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Reading: Bone Crossed by Patricia Briggs / Naruto Shippuden
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Watching: guy tripping balls over a double rainbow
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Eating: honey bunches of oats w/ almonds
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Drinking: coffee
I know the feeling... I need a new camera too.. and I get discouraged too, but don't give up!!
still keep on going and working with what you got!!!
If I can, you can too!!
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Take it easy there. DA and your loyal fans shall be around to wait for them to come up.